Monday, December 05, 2011

Now he's a checkmate!

Dikutipku, bila sudi
Di bila tidak, dibiar mati.
Dan lebih menyakitkan,
Ku tetap tunggu di tepi jalan
-fynn jamal; suatu pernah


I know you're going to read this.

You kept asking me, am I mad at you. Well surprisingly, I'm not mad at you. Tapi I upset. Yeah. Upset being part of your life. I had once wrote "if you had no intention in catching me, please don't made me fall for you." Yeah. You did it. You had made me fall for you. But you had no intention of catching me. You read my blog. You know I was about to die from the inside. You came to me. Pretend to save me. Yes. Pretend. That's a harsh words to say. But you did.

You had made me wondering. Am I the one. Are you the one. People kept asking, what's our relationship. But it's me you dealing with. For me, every single busy day, if you do love that person, you will at least text asked about his/her day. But you didn't. Can you see how I started to get curious about you? Questions I've been asking in my head had no answer. So, I started to follow your flow.

Pada you, all those words itu semua mainan kan? Bila I tanya, you jawab serious. Ye lah. Mana ada cinta main-main. Habis sekarang apa you buat? Now, I thank to God for made me this way. Jenis perempuan yang susah nak percaya kata-kata dari mulut lelaki. Kalau tak, bertahun lah kot I kena tipu.

You mungkin lah pandai. Tapi sayang, you kurang bijak. Bila you pulangkan balik handphone I, you delete everything. Tapi sayang, itu handphone I, dah tentu I tahu macam mana nak bukak balik everything. All those chats. Hahaha. One more thing, you tak log out your facebook account. Well maybe you cakap itu privacy you, why I buka? Well dear, it's my handphone, why you tak logout? Haha.

Alhamdulillah Tuhan. Sebab sedarkan saya sebelum terlambat. And girls, please. Saved yourselves.

2 comments:

  1. Padan muka mamat tu, haha! thumbs up dart.

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  2. ~ady~dun play2 wif dart

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