Monday, April 29, 2013

Neeruza Ozawa

Lagu ini macam dadah pada aku. Kenapa? Sebab tak bosan dengar ulang, ulang, ulang, ulang setiap kali aku rasa seperti sedang hancur. Lagu ini macam hantu. Sebab bila dengar, aku rasa jantung aku macam berhenti dan jatuh berderai. Dan sakit. Tapi sakit yang sempurna. Yang boleh buat rasa macam nak kutip balik deraian jantung yang dah bersepah. Seperti dalam bait-bait lagunya;

Cukuplah sekadar satu~
Senyuman yang mampu
Memanjangkan nafasku

Listen.

Modread - Neeruza Ozawa


Saturday, April 27, 2013

Little Things: Alice

Nampak sangat Jumaat bukan hari yang rajin nak update. Almaklumla, bengang banyak kerja dekat office. Selasa minggu depan kena outstation sampai bulan Jun. Sudah tentu lah kerja bertimbun ditambah pula kau dah dapat teammate yang tak reti nak bertanya. Yang mulut berat ibarat ada sejongkong emas dalam mulut. Tapi tangan ligat melayari laman-laman sosial dan Youtube. Ah kau. Orang tengah sibuk, kau boleh bersenang lenang. Tak apa. Nasib baik kau dapat teammate yang garang tapi baik macam aku, tolong siapkan separuh kerja kau.

Alice. Ah. Hari itu nak cerita pasal Alice kan? So, here is Alice. My new born baby. Seriously, I really want to adopt it as soon as I saw it on the net. She's so brilliant. Why do I say that actually? Because I made her jammed for about a few times but she's still working fine. And I don't have to restart her. That's the main part actually. Why? Sebab saya jenis orangnya menjahanamkan teknologi (that's what people said). Well actually, I'm just trying to make full used of whatever it can do. I mean, kalau awak beli sesuatu device, tapi awak cuma guna basic use. Ibarat membeli smartphone, tapi guna untuk call dan mesej. Habis kuat, main facebook. Well hello, kalau nak call dengan mesej, 3310 pun boleh what. Beli smartphone kenapa? Sebab semua orang guna smartphone sekarang? Duh -.-"

Ouh Alice. I love you.



I don't know what exactly to write here to describe how perfect she is because I'm a person that wasn't that good to explain on things.
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Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Little Things: Menarik

Kenapa aku rasa blog aku ni macam tak menarik? Sebab aku dah malas nak menaip ke? Or sebab aku memang dah tak punya cerita-cerita menarik? Tak apa. Aku cuba at least merajinkan diri buka laptop untuk menaip at least satu dua cerita sebulan. Ok ke tak? Huhu.

Lupa. Aku baru dapat bayi baru. Alice nama diberi. Yep. Aku namakan dia sempena gadis yang ranap hari tu. Sebab dia cantik dan sexy. Haha.

Nanti sahaja aku upload gambar Alice. Mungkin siapa-siapa follow twitter aku boleh agak siapa Alice. Tunggu sahaja. Esok outstation. UUM, Sintok. Lusa UTM Skudai sampai Khamis. Doakan kerajinan aku update tentang Alice hari Jumaat nanti. Haha!

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Little Stories: Heart broken

Salam.

As I grew older many things that came up to my mind. How life has so much more the unexpected things than what we expected. There's so much things happen lately.

I've been trying to wrote about this topic for a long time. Seriously. Not that I felt heartbroken though. It's just a topic. Let me start with a girl. Basically things like this is such a big problem to a girl. Let me do that again, BIG problem. As we all knew that boys doesn't care too much about heart. Ouh well, at least they don't cry for the rest of the week after their heart being broke. At least they're trying to find distraction. But girls, no matter how much distraction they would find, once they've done with it, it's always about the boy they would think of.

Come to think about this, every girl (I'm pretty sure about this) in this world, if she loves a boy, she would find so many excuses blaming herself if a boy dump her or cheated on her or starting to ignore her, etc. Ouh well, girls. If the heart isn't tired, she wouldn't stop trying. Believe me. I knew.

Forget about the girl. Let's talk about people around her. On second thought, if the girl is heartbroken, at this moment, people around her would say anything just to cheer her up, just to make her laugh, just to distract her. But, careful with your words, dude! By saying things like "Chill babe, you'd always used to be heartbroken, he's nothing compares to what you've been through". Please dude. It won't help. I think that is so rude you know. No matter how many boys she's been through the feeling doesn't always been the same. Or maybe she's barely forgot how does it feels to be heartbroken or ever thought of how she felt heartbroken.

Let's start from scratch. A girl named Alice, falls in love with Jacob, they've been together, suddenly Jacob dumped her. Alice is heart broken. After she's been through with broken hearted, she found Alex. Alex made her in love again. He made her forget how she used to feel when she's with Jacob back then. One fine day, Alex cheated her with other girl. Again, her heart has been broken. So she calls her friend, telling them how upset she feels. How broken she'd be. End up her friends told her, "You've been heart broken before, why are you so sad?"

Get what I meant? How does she feels when she doesn't has a strength to build up her soul and you said things to her? What if this happens to you? Will you laugh? Alice, the girl who had totally forget how does it feels when she's with Jacob, turns up to be heart broken by Alex and yet, her friends that suppose to support her said those craps to her? What happen to this world? Like seriously? Why do we had to be so cruel to each other?

This girl, she falls into pieces. All she could see is her heart is falling onto the ground break into pieces when things happen. When she turns to her friends to help her gaining back her strength to pick up all the pieces, all she could see that they crush her heart with their feet.

Please. I bet you wouldn't want to feels the same if the situation goes back to you.

Help her.

To those who feels like Alice;
This is for you.

In hoping you always have a strength to pick up the pieces.